Inexplicable me.

A Dream of life.

2010-09-13T18:10:00.002+08:00

A quiet evening, I awake from a deep nap, all of a sudden. Ruffling my hair up, I got ruffled and flustered. Tears were welling up in my once drowsy eyes.

I experienced a utterly tough nightmarish dream.
Is is deemed to be a nightmare?
I don't know either.

Yet, It has frightened me out of my wits.

The dream wasn't about things alike monster creatures or ghost haunting. It's like vivid and pictorial pictures staging and flashing in front of my very own eyes. Terrifyingly.

It seemed to be flashback of my WHOLE life.
A quick one.
An envisioning throughout my life was playing within my mind, back and forth.

You can't believe what I had laid eyes on.
I can't perfectly depict what I have seen. But I could describe it vaguely.

I saw a cradle in my old room.
A new-born baby lying in inside, with tenders skins and puny hands and feet. Particularly the those fingers and toes, tempting people to have a bite of them.
I can scarcely recalling the face.

After that, I had directly drifted into the scenes of my school lives.
The scene when I was being bullied in the primary school.
The second I have got my UPSR result.
The moment I cried out of happiness on the result announcement of Choral Speaking Competition.

Subsequently, all the ominous things happened in my dreams.
Abruptly, I saw myself crowded around a coffin with other friends and family members. We were all in BLACK.
People bewailed. People sniffed in agony.
Face were wreathed in sorrow expressions.

The thing I have never faced before, yet its the most thing I am so afraid of, death of someone you loved so much.

This stops here.
Because I really can't recall anymore.
Perhaps I would carry this story on one day when I have a thought of it crossing my mind.

Please do leave a hug.
Thanks.

Tommy is still alive. :D

2010-09-08T13:05:00.008+08:00

Frankly, I had been neglecting my bloggie for almost a year,
~~And, my mind hasn't come up with something for me to blog about.~~

Just wanna tell ya, I am still alive and being in this beautiful yet sadistically realistic world where lives are taunted by fate. :D

Penilaian Menengah Rendah (commonly abbreviated as PMR; Malay for Lower Secondary Assessment)
is sulkily stealthy creeping towards me as I don't really determine the existence of time passing by promptly. I am so damn unprepared to sit for it. Instead of crying over spilled milk over here, I should not be online, blogging and blurting things out of my mind.

Nothing is offered if I have come into possession of straight As on the day of result announcement. I know I shouldn't postulate or demand something as Its my duty to deal with it. but my back doesn't feel any propulsion pushing me on. I feel over my back there is nothing and empty.

Please do leave your love trials on the ChatBox.

Ciao, gotta stop blogging now. Gotta stop slacking.
P.S. C. Chung Yee has got an iPad. :D

Friendship.

2009-09-11T22:46:00.003+08:00

What is friendship?

We have often sought answers to these questions, yet we have never come up with an enough answer.

It is because friendship....is an amalgamation of of beautiful and complex feelings, which may not often be described in words.

True friendships are perhaps the only relations that survive the fade of time and remain permanence.

A special mixture of affection, loyalty, love, respect, trust and loads of fun is perhaps what describes the true meaning of friendship.

Similar interests, respects and firm bonds or others are what friends share usually. And they are just general traits and peculiarities of friendship. To experience what is friendship, one must have true friendship, which are so uncommon treasures. A person who has found faithful friends has found priceless treasure.

When two people share a strong bond with mutual understanding, respect and affection, it is a start of a foundation of a everlasting friendship. The bond just gets stronger with time; the trust between the two people grows and so does the attachment.

To me, the aim of friendship is to make life's burden lighter not heavier for our friends. Being friends means being there for each other at all times, whether it's good or bad. A friend needs to be very understanding and give each other the benefit of the doubt. Ideally the meaning of friendship is sharing unconditional love for each other. However this is not an ideal world; therefore some form of expectations are allowed, but that has a limit too.

Summing up, human can't survive this world that comprises crucifixion and so on without people depending on each other.

Illness. And Templates changing.

2009-09-09T15:44:00.003+08:00

OMG. Getting feverishness and heatstroke have no FUN.

I have not schooled for two day. Feverishness bring my body temperature to 38 Celsius. Antibiotic and Tylenol kill my pain and headache, and lower my temperature. I appeared to be in EXTREME PAIN after asthma attacks me.

I feel dying. Queasiness is sweeping over me. Headache and dizziness are trying to murder me.

I changed my blog template under the cover of sickness leave.

Results suck. I haven't passed my civil exam paper for adding some marks. Exhilaration didn't sweep over me but distress.

Now, scrabble competition is around. Hoping you guys are participated in it.

Ciao,

By nauseous Tommy.

Choral Speaking Competition...

2009-06-25T20:19:00.003+08:00

I was stormed suddenly by the competition date...really..

It is going to be next friday and would not be after three weeks...I am not prepared well..How do i face this!!??

I will try my best to win this game...If i lose it, it connotes...the Years-holded champion title will not be owned it by our school...

Wish some supports will muster up my courage...and i dont want to be cowardice, of course...

And thanks to Daphne, Mel, Ci Hui, Kiwi, Christy and so on for backing me up!!!

And Ru Peng, thanks for your comments and suggestion! There's a lot of people I want to thank and sorry can't list you guys in my posting...drowsiness' going to drag me into slumber "still appreciating" ciao!

Written by Tommy the stressful guy

Renovation accomplished!

2009-06-19T21:38:00.002+08:00

After almost a year, I just had a renovation for my bloggie...XD I just don't know why I done this by today, our school teacher day. Maybe i am having GREEN EYES with my friends---they just posted the teacher day posting ！(Especially LArry, he had posted at least 3 in a month！)And the poor Tommy didn't take a pic of it!!! T.T "feeling regret".

Nevermind, Tommy the miserable guy wouldn't give up! I hope many postings will appear in my blog soon...

Thus, choral speaking news will be appeared on this blog!!

I hope i didn't make them disappointed as i am being the worst conXXXXXX ever....in Mei Zhong.....

BBSM...gonna be active in that too....JIA YOU.......

Ciaos

By Tommy , the moody guy

By Tommy

Mr Ho Fine Food Photos....

2008-12-29T19:41:00.001+08:00

Haha...me and alina looks crazy....

-My grade six classmates...(Winnie, Amelia, Joanne, Michelle(photographer...) and ME) all my sisters...haha

-michelle and me

At last, thanks to michelle, the photographer to provide those pics...

sigh...My wallet has thinned..

2008-12-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, Joanne (primary 6 classmate) give me a sudden call. She said I have promised that i would invite her to dinner at secret recipe but that's just a joke... I wanted to cancelled and explicated immediately on that time..."I have invite them(a few of old classmate) to attend that gathering, how could you....?", she muttered. On that time, I was forced to treat them to dinner on Sunday...we had promised that i will treated them with some cakes . It's was difficult to speak out my mind...I don't wanna to break up this friendship..
after a few minute, she called me again..."I think we should go to Mr Ho Fine food, there's cheaper"...haiz...what the hell...I'm not her slave, why should listen her advice...
As going to my grandma house to celebrate Dong Zhi, my mum kept nagging at me while I was in car..."Why you have burst out such kind of joke!?"... When i arrived, i was very angry but i tolerate her unjustifiable practice....
She just ordered a set of Mixed Grill and ate her stuff...I asked her did she have any matter to do afterward...she said she will attend two more banquets after this feast...
"Are you kidding?", I said. Sigh....suddenly I heard my stomach was growling and started to ordered some stuffs to "feed" my little belly...

*The menu...all the dishes are so expensive...

* Sarsaparilla , actually is a type of root beer...It costed me RM6.50....made of Australia

I also tried The Mixed Grill...so delicious and tasty...yum...BUT IT COSTED ME RM28.90!!!!!!

After that, Winnie Ho, Michelle and Alina was arrived...Joanne and Amelia had left there....

"Isn't your idea to treat us to the dinner here?" "Why you guys always change the place and time?" "Why don't you postpone or call out it?' "Come on, next time you should refuse."

They kept asking me those questions....I was not reconciled to that!! but What could i do on that time....

Now, Bill paying time!!!

I paid 170.00 for that feast....T.T...The goverment tax and service tax already costed me almost Rm 50....Thanks to winnie, she had given me RM10 for paying that....otherwise i will be a dishwasher there for a day...

Athough that, Joanne, you still my GAN JIE, haha.....LOlz